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I posted this originally right before the server was down, and then this report was lost. So here it is again:

This is a warning about the White Spades pills going around the Houston area.

I tested them with the Mecke kit and had a positive reaction for MDXA. My Simon's kit had gone bad, so I could not test for MDMA vs. MDA. I wish now that I would have pulled out my old Marquis kit and tested for speed, but for whatever reason, I didn't.

The pills were white with a simple spade logo. One of them looked slightly beveled around the edges, the other did not, as it was slightly crumbling.

At 10:45 pm I consumed one pill. The intent was to consume one before more were obtained for a New Years party, to make sure they were ok.

I normally start to come up on MDMA at around the 15-20 minute point. I did not feel anything on these pills until 11:15, and then, it was so slight, that it was barely anything. I briefly felt a "head rush" kind of feeling (not quite dizzy, but something similar), no body enhancement at all, I felt more temperature sensitive & my eyes were dilated.

I thought I was coming up, and expected my standard kind of nervous come up, followed by the euphoric plateau of ecstasy. But I never felt euphoric, I never felt any mood enhancement at all. No happiness, no love, no warm fuzzy feelings. No sexual feelings (which is pretty standard for me on MDXA). The feeling of coming up was followed with an extreme push into negativity.

I started to feel very antsy, very agitated, very nervous. All of my thoughts became very negative. I wanted to music to stop, the people to go away, & total silence. I felt guilty for ridiculous things, sad, depressed, paranoid. Several times I tried to go outside to get away from everything, but didn't really feel any better out there.

By 11:45, I was telling my friends I would rather be sober, and I felt kind of like I wanted to go to sleep.

I had eye flutters through the entire experience, which at points, were relatively intense. I had slight jaw tremors, but nothing like I normally get. But I felt horrible mentally. I did not want to talk, & was totally agitated when people tried to talk to me. This was not like a bad trip, as I have had those before. It was not like tripping at all.

I also never felt physically high, and sometimes, I was amazed at how entirely "in my head" the experience was. No body rush, no enhanced sensation, nothing like that at all.

My friend, who had also consumed one pill, seemed better off than I was, but was also entirely antisocial and certainly not acting like he normally does when he rolls.

By about 1 am, I was feeling better. Not because the experience got better, but because it was ending.

In my experience, there are several types of crap ecstasy pills that you can get. You can get weak MDMA, where you have to take 3 to feel like you should off one. Then, there are pills that are totally bunk and make you feel nothing. Then there are the pills that are obviously not MDMA, but you feel ok, so you don't complain. But the worst is the pill that actually makes you feel worse than sobriety, and all you can do, throughout the experience is long for it to end.

That's what these pills were. The pill that makes you wish for sobriety & long for it.

I have done MDMA, MDA, Cocaine, Mushrooms, LSD, DXM. I have never experienced anything quite like this. I have never done Meth, so I don't know if this is comparable or not. My best guess would be weak MDA cut with something very bad...

Wish I knew what it was, as whatever it was went in my body and I don't feel so good about that.

Don't buy them, don't eat them...be warned!