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Conditions prior to rolling
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- last roll: 3 days ago, 2 pink 05's @ 2:30am and 10am (didn't catch off those at all)
- 50-100mg HTP per day
- slept 5 hours last night
- ate a (first) meal around 2:30pm today (and no 5-HTP today)


TIMELINE
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3:35pm - 1 pill consumed orally. I was actually feeling kind of sleepy when I ate it, probably should have napped first, oh well. 10 mins after eating it I just got too tired so went to lay down with some tunes on.

4:10pm - while on the phone, noticed I was talking much more than I usually do, perma-smile on my face, not feeling tired anymore. I haven't physically felt any other signs of coming up at this point yet.

5:00pm - music sounded much better, more awake and productive now, fidgety, pupil dilation, got pretty cold suddenly

5:30pm - reached peak around this time. very mild, nothing in intense, just very productive and got everything done my lazy ass couldn't do before. In a pretty good mood at this point, blew two speakers playing music too loud and just laughed about it (something I absolutely would have been mad about if I was sober). No jaw clenching, no eye wiggles, no sweaty palms, etc

7:00pm - peak almost gone, declining gradually it feels, still a little fidgety, pupils are huge still

8:00-10:00pm - feeling sober now, comedown was almost non-existant, very easy transition, flowed nicely.


10:25pm - change of scenery, kinda 'pre-house party gathering', dropped 1 more pill orally.

10:40pm - felt back of my head tingling, all fidgety again

11:30pm - didn't feel it come up, or a peak or anything, but my eyes started wiggling a little bit, no jaw clenching, was dry-mouthed even with candy and water. Focussing on objects upclose was very difficult (ie. looking at cell phone text, words on paper, drawing, etc). And I couldn't for the life of me keep my legs from moving/bouncing. Wasn't really feeling high at all at this point, just a mild body buzz and the eye wiggles/difficulty focussing. Maybe I missed the peak point, being so focussed on what I was doing and didn't notice the transition. Basically gave up on that pill and railed a line of jib (Come to think of it now, I'm not exactly sure why I did it because I've only done it once before about 5 years ago. It was never my thing and haven't touched it since then until tonight--not very like me at all to do jib just randomly like that or any drug for that matter).

12:30am - legs can't stop moving, extremely dry mouthed, focussing on objects upclose became much more difficult and required more time to get whatever I was looking at in focus than before.

1:30am - dropped 1 more pill orally and left the party to meet up with other friends and was more happy and talkative with them than usual, legs still can't stop moving/bouncing

2:30am - reached a peak (this peak here tops all the other peaks tonight, more intense most likely due E + jib), extremely happy and talkative, couldn't sit still, pupils are huge at this point, focussing still extremely difficult and the eye wiggles came back more intensely this time, very dry-mouthed still, noticed I was biting on the inside of my cheek a bit nothing major.

4:00-4:30am - still peaking, the eye wiggles by this point were a little to intense for my liking, started making me feel sick and eventually had to throw up to feel better. That instantly killed the high and started to feel sober almost immediately.

5:30am - feeling sober but wired, still moving around to music, still extremely dry mouthed, no more eye wiggles, pupils are still huge

7:00am - body feels wired still moving around to music but eyes are feeling quite tired, feeling really hungry at the moment as well.

7:10am - Was getting ready to call it a night, it being a decent night and all. That was until I found another pill in my pocket, which I ate without even a second thought or look at it.


It's not like me at all to be careless about my drug use. I have no idea what came over me tonight (ie. railing jib without even a second thought), but very glad I didn't agree to doing something worse and winding up dead somewhere. That may sound a little extreme but with the attitude and my willingness to do any drugs last night scares me at the moment =/